horiscopes

not that i put any stock into astrology/horiscopes (in fact i think they're evil because of how much people use them to rule their lives) but one of my best friends sent my profile to me and even though he knows how i feel about them, i know why he did when i read it.

everything that's in yellow, is what applies to me. everything in black is what they recommend i do and i agree with them.

Hypersensitivity and insecurity define you, but if not for them, you wouldn't work nearly so hard to be the mensch that you are. Despite your impeccable intuition and instincts, your fear of failure and rejection thwarts you from setting and achieving goals. Hence the important role that supporters and admirers play in your life. Since you're incorrigibly impressionable to the perceptions of others, seek believers and encouragers. Strong, confident personalities who catch your eye tend to cross your path recurrently. Cultivate relationships with the safest, most emotionally securing of these potential mentors. An assertiveness trainer can show you how to conquer your passive past. A loving relationship is your link to being the best that you can be. Each stride you make will work synergistically with the next because the more secure you become, the less comfort you'll find in melancholy. You may eventually cease to subordinate your own happiness and pleasure to that of others. You'll always run to the rescue of troubled souls. But as you build a nest with someone who soothes your own troubled soul, you'll live less vicariously and ever more vigorously.

as you can see - most of it is yellow & black. lol. my friend reminded me that this doesn't define me and that i can change ... if i want to. i know having him as my friend makes me start working on the things in yellow- even if he's just my friend.