Sunday, September 17, 2006

happy bday mom!

today is my mom's bday. i took this picture of us last night. isn't she beautiful??? :) if you're keeping track - yesterday was my brother's and today is my mom's but what's even more crazy is that my biological dad's bday was on the 14th (i will post a belated bday to him soon) so i have 3 MAJOR bdays in the same week. =P september is a really busy month for me because my sis-in-law and a couple of my good friends have bdays in this month as well.

ok ... as usual ... i went totally off track again. anyway, today is my mom's bday. (deja vu no? ;) heehee) out of all of her 4 kids, i'm the most like her. this has caused our relationship much grief (esp. when i was a teenager) but now that i'm older she understands me more. she's had a hard life and i know if she could go back in the past and redo everything that she would. our relationship has come a long way since then (she says it's because i'm older but i think it's because she's not as hard head. ;) j/k!) and i can't believe it ever was that way. don't get me wrong - she still has her moments (mom - don't even front like you don't know this ... she'll probably read this one day and wonder what does "front" mean? lol.) but it's easier to communicate with her now.

anyway, to my mom:

mom, i know you're trying to make up for past mistakes, but you don't have to. i know you would do things differently in a heartbeat if you could. you are and have been a wonderful mother no matter what. you tried to do the best you could and you had to take care of yourself too. i admire some of the choices you made ... i know it they weren't easy! i'm trying to get over the past (something that i've been ignoring and thought it would just go away on it's own in time) and i think you should too. what's done is done and let's not look back. i love you mom and want you to be happy now. btw, not that this is any indication of what's to come but ... thanks for supporting me and any foolish decision that i might make in the near future. ;) hee hee. (i'll explain it to you later.) i hope you have a wonderful bday and that you get your bday wish!!! (i know what it is so i'll try to do my part to make it happen.) :) I LOVE YOU!!!!

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